Discovering Myself

hey loves!!!!!!! long time no talk lol. my life has been ok. me & my friends are cool again. im talking & chillin with quite a few friends from school. my mom has been on her best behavior & not getting on my last nerves lol. work is crazy like usual but the good news is im on vacation this week!!!! & im enjoying every freakin second of it lol.

so after talking to my buddy tasha she help me to do a self analysis. so the pretty much obvious is that I am a smart, talented, within 2 yrs college graduate, caring, goofy as hell individual. she also mentioned pretty but sometimes i think differently about that subject regarding me lol. but i found my weakness or the evil part of me & thats jealous lmao. like i told tasha last night i am one jealous chic smh but the question that me & her have is "why is a person like me so freakin jealous when i have so much out there for me" im still trying to find an answer to this question about myself smh. but this jealous spirit that i have gotta go cuz it only hinders me & who wants to be with a jealous chic lol so i got something to work on over the summer lol.

peace ♥ love ♥ dance

i truly hate girls & birds

i havent wrote in awhile but this is something that has been following me since the summer ....

I HATE GIRLS!!!!! especially the jealous birds that exist within my life lol. i just had 2 blurt that out for a quick minute. girls get on my nerves. like the things they do just dont click in my head half the time. i think this is me & my besties motto for life ... WE HATE GIRLS & WE HATE BIRDS especially the birds that live in paterson lol. like they try 2 steal ur men, they talk about you behind your back, they are not happy cuz they dont have what you got. plain & simple they are jealous and will smile in your face like nothing is wrong. but when you turn the corner they cant keep your name out their mouth. but then i say why are you jealous of me??? im not the prettiest girl out there, i make major mistakes, i never had money cuz i always spend it on food, i am so cheap lol ... the list can go on. why must you hate??? let me know lol but you know what its watever.

im gonna keep shining with my payless boots and my glitter make-up from walgreens. i dont need you and your stank opinions. i dont even need you as a friend. you dont have to speak to me. i wont die if you dont i mean come on i have other friends lol. dont smile in my face and then talk about me with other people. dont look me up & down when you look a hot mess yourself. yes i talk & act like a white girl sometimes but i cant help it that im not ghetto & a bird like you. you cant be me and you will never be me if you tried.

like rihanna would say ... Now everybody what you wanna do / Come walk in ma shoes / And see the way I'm livin if you really want to ..... but u know what you would never be able to walk a mile in my shoes so just keep hating cuz in the end everyday when i get up ..... I look in the mirror, And keep on Shinin!!!

yes sweeties!!! this girl is always gonna shine no matter what you do!!!