Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Discovering Myself

hey loves!!!!!!! long time no talk lol. my life has been ok. me & my friends are cool again. im talking & chillin with quite a few friends from school. my mom has been on her best behavior & not getting on my last nerves lol. work is crazy like usual but the good news is im on vacation this week!!!! & im enjoying every freakin second of it lol.

so after talking to my buddy tasha she help me to do a self analysis. so the pretty much obvious is that I am a smart, talented, within 2 yrs college graduate, caring, goofy as hell individual. she also mentioned pretty but sometimes i think differently about that subject regarding me lol. but i found my weakness or the evil part of me & thats jealous lmao. like i told tasha last night i am one jealous chic smh but the question that me & her have is "why is a person like me so freakin jealous when i have so much out there for me" im still trying to find an answer to this question about myself smh. but this jealous spirit that i have gotta go cuz it only hinders me & who wants to be with a jealous chic lol so i got something to work on over the summer lol.

peace ♥ love ♥ dance

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Dance Obsession

hey loves!!! back again with some new dance obsessions!!!!! sooooo here they go!!!

Father's Day to me

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hey loves!!! probably will be blogging all day cuz i have nothing else to do lol. so today is Father's Day which is the worst holiday within my life. my father is worthless in my eyes. he conceived me & thats about it. he left when i was in middle school & never came back to visit & he use to text me & stuff till i changed my number. we recently started texting & talking about he missed so much in my life already. he has missed dance shows, cheerleading competitions, games, church events, my first boyfriend & my last, 8th & 12th grade graduation, & just much more. as a child i would always blame myself for him leaving that I wasnt good enough to be his daughter but as i got older i realized that he was the one missing out on my life & all my achievements. im a senior in college with some much a head of me. i have been on the dean's list 3 out 6 times in college, im a dancer, im a teacher, people love me & would do anything to help me out, i gotta a big heart even for people that hurt me. what father wont be proud of me. so hey his lost. just praying the dude that i decide to settle with will be the opposite & choose to be in his children's life.

but i want to give a special shoutout to my mom for playing both roles within my life & just always being there for me. as i grow older we buttheads more but she is always there for me. love you mom!!!