hey loves!!! probably will be blogging all day cuz i have nothing else to do lol. so today is Father's Day which is the worst holiday within my life. my father is worthless in my eyes. he conceived me & thats about it. he left when i was in middle school & never came back to visit & he use to text me & stuff till i changed my number. we recently started texting & talking about he missed so much in my life already. he has missed dance shows, cheerleading competitions, games, church events, my first boyfriend & my last, 8th & 12th grade graduation, & just much more. as a child i would always blame myself for him leaving that I wasnt good enough to be his daughter but as i got older i realized that he was the one missing out on my life & all my achievements. im a senior in college with some much a head of me. i have been on the dean's list 3 out 6 times in college, im a dancer, im a teacher, people love me & would do anything to help me out, i gotta a big heart even for people that hurt me. what father wont be proud of me. so hey his lost. just praying the dude that i decide to settle with will be the opposite & choose to be in his children's life.
but i want to give a special shoutout to my mom for playing both roles within my life & just always being there for me. as i grow older we buttheads more but she is always there for me. love you mom!!!